bellas new moon diary

dear diary 

 i feel like everything that ever mattered has left.edward left me and i feel hopeless.i just hope charlie doesnt call a shrink.he says im not ok.im screaming in pain sometimes and he says thats not good.i cant really write at the moment.its only been a day since he left.i didnt write yesterday because i fell unconsiouse  im gonna die like i said before im dying already.now im dying faster than anyone.faster than Angela,Jessica,Jake,Charlie and Edward.Especially Edward.

depressed

Isabella swan

twilight inspired story

its not about vamps its a love story and its sad theres some parts about me but its mostly fiction like the love parts im not in love AT ALL EXEPT 4 EDWARD

Preface
“TAYLOR!”The voice said i could hear the fear and anger in his voice.”Leave.The.Knife.Alone.” He walked up to me slowly.I looked at him for a second, droped the knife and fell to the ground to sob.”Taylor,what where you thinking?putting a knife to your wrist could kill you!”
I didn’t say anything.I knew what i had almost done but I didn’t care there was a reason for this.”why?why Taylor?Is it a guy?If it was let me tell you he doesnt deserve you. Nor you or your tears.” Ha. Funny. If only he knew that it was him that didn’t deserve me.

I hope you liked it!that was the preface so yeah that part will be in the storie

polyvore!!!!!!!!!!

this is something i make on Polyvore

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soccer,soccer and more soccer!!!!

OH MYFREAKIN HOT EDWARD CULLEN!!!I had another soccer game today!well…..not a game a tournament a 3 v.s. 3 game and not just one but 4!!! golly am i tierd! i have had soccer every day of the week!!!and tomorrow i have another soccer game!! No I am not in classics (that means soccer for really advanced players)its just that our soccer season is kinda short because of the weather i was told.Anyway saterday and sunday i have tournaments and if i score three tomorrow Saturday or Sunday i get a twiilight perfume!!!!! wish me luck!!! :] lolz!

soccer game today

september 26,2009

hahaha!as you can see i didnt put a picture of me….hmmmm why is that?haha!how do i know ur not out to get me????hahah!lol!jk,i didnt show a picture of me because i want to keep myself safe. you all get that dont you?hahah!ok so…im really happy 2day!!!…..im always happy!

today i had a soccer game….yup.i have bruses in every place of my body hahaha!sooo you can tell it didnt go sooo well….well any way someone kicked my theigh and it was bleeding…yeah i know not pretty it hurts.i have scratches all over my knees oh and this girl pushed me and then she didnt even say sorry instead she stepped on my stomach!god that ref was bad!!!he didnt even call fouls which really sucked couse there would have been like 3 hundred fouls anyhoo gotta go!

heeeeeeeeeeyyyyyy!!!!!!!!

Hey! Haha! ok,as you can tell im REALLY obsessed with the awesome-sauce Twilight! lol! :p ok so anyhoo my nickname is Alice Cullen everyone calls me Alice! hahaha! (she’s my fave character!)Twilight is something that kinda gives my life a meaning! so if your not obsessed with twilight this isn’t your Twilight blog!  If you don’t like Jacob or Taylor Lautner well your prettty awesome! =]

Here are some things I think you should know about me,

• My fave website is Polyvore (I’m edwardlover101)and Youtube!(edwardsgrlsinc1901)
• My 2nd fave books are The Vampire Diaries(5 books new one coming out Feb.)
• Fave singer Taylor Swift and fave band is Paramore
• Fave singer for the Twilight Saga,Hana Pestle
• Im team Edward for life!!!

thats the most important things about me! oh and

• If you have a problem dont mess with me!
• I play soccer in eastside united!!Wade Rolls your the best coach!

Haha! I have never had a blog before so I’m kinda new. Don’t be rude if i did something wrong. Like I said before I’m new!

need

this was actually a song that made me cry.not a lot of songs do this to me!its actually a very touching song!!!hana pestle i gotta say,your amzing!ur my hero!

my new moon video

beautiful songits not mine but i wish!this is another amazing song for new moon!i like it because like need by hana pestle it really captures Bellas feelings in New Moon.